Did I make a wrong turn on Highway 89 in 2005? I am rapidly coming to that conclusion. I'm not saying all was perfect where my butt was planted in Utah or anything, but the all that I have been through since makes me think, should have listened to Bud and stayed put in Bountiful. Considering the only real expenses were cable TV and phone, (internet and all was part of my cable tv package there). My rent was a modest $400.00 a month that included power, heat, water, even trash. Yes I had my dissenters there, but none as bad as here. But you can't undo the past, but one can learn. Can I go back to Utah, of course and I am looking at that, since I have more kin folks there than here anymore an as well as more Knytes members live near Salt Lake City than do here. But to run just becuzz of a few Meth addicts that seem to get their jollies hammering me is just stupid. Would things change all that much going there? Perhaps and by this Spring I'll see but right now my main thing in my personal life is going towing which is a bit easier here in Gooding and area than it would be in Utah, although there is territory near both Morgan and Coalville Utah. But that is getting off my morning topic. I was reading in the Deseret News that a fixture of my past is going to have to move. It seems as though a long timed plan of UDOT installing a overpass turnpike in Layton, is going to go through where Sill's Cafe, and even where I went to preschool at a place called Candy Campus, is now will now be part of an interchange. I know progress is a thing that happens. Kahless has always taught that " Everything changes nothing stays the same" But do we have to loose our most precious icons to greet these changes? I am wondering if First Stop Auto there will move. Brian King gave me a job there and I kick myself in the six for quitting that one. Allco Auto Parts is in that block, and the house where ayrewolffm.com was born, is also going to see the crushing ball. Doug and Emy's will also be lost. I'd love to run down there and see, but I'm stuck for the winter here. Court is in October, plus finances require I ROS until at least March to give our radio station its start, but I also look at how much further we were ahead there, than we are here. We had our models hired, we had folks to build the backend of the IP Radio station, hey we were there. And just because I thought I heard the call of memories gone by I came running home or as close to home as I could. I ask what was I thinking? Of course I wasn't thinking. My heart and all was doing the directing, and yes my heart got broke and for many things I am in mourning of a death of a ton of dreams and aspirations. The only one that can fix this is me, and that starts with Lexi. These new meds have really gotten me thinking, and feeling like my feet are not yet on the ground. But I'll get used to it. By the way for a short thing, got a blurb from the attorney today, and might beat that heat in MH anyway. Kinda the stores camera was blinded by sunlight. Any mile keep a smile. Life is only a little while.
L8R/Kaplah.
Quote of the Day:
No mind is thoroughly well-organized that is deficient in a sense of humor.
--Samuel Taylor Coleridge
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