Monday, November 9, 2015

Now onto the personal side

I guess, that I'm very blessed and all that, I have albeit small, but a comfortable home, rewarding careers and all the trappings of a person that would make a great catch for most if not all single women my age. Trouble is women my age and even those 5 or so years younger or slightly older that have even the remotest bit of physical eye candy, don't want much to do on a personal level with a 57 year old biker,trucker,pilot. Even one that flew in the Marines. Nope they want Justin Timberlake or someone. Where is the Gretchen Wilson type that I'm looking for? While I have been close to the snare of domesticated or more direct and correctly domestication , I've not been able to find someone they could lean on, or one that would let me lean on them a bit. A woman that can get into a pair of coveralls and wrench on a truck, get in her jeans and feed cattle and hogs, or bale hay, and yet, still put on a gown and go with me to the Grammy Awards(been nominate 8 times won 2 times) A gal that will accept the role of a traditional Donna Reed wife, and yet jump in beside me at night(in my case mid morning) and make me feel like I'm a hemale. It's not like I don't know the proper way to treat a lady, heck been working on it since I was 5 years old. In facted dated, Senator Hatch's niece . But when it comes to locating a woman that would be good for me I've not gained all the skills to seal the deal, to retain her. It's not money, heck I have all of that I need for the most point, its the fact that I care too much, love too strong, and deep that I usually get kicked in the teeth, and soon she's gone. Then of course there's vocational side of me. Few women can stand being with a guy, who tows by evening, into early morning, flys mid morning , wrench's at a shop afternoons, and even add in producing independent films, including casting, some with rather spicy women, that makes some potential women get a bit intimidated.  A woman that I finally mate with, needs the ambition and desire to work along side of me to further my dream while I aid in the success of hers.  Just never found one. So I sleep, eat and prowl the forests of life alone. 
See ya'll this evening.